Poopy Year End

This blog entry will be updated at the earliest point in time, relating an experience that was extremely prohibitive of performing most of the basic physical exercises of daily life.

I reserve this posting for the sole purpose of expressing my experiences of the past few months so that they can be included as what might be called a recap of 2010.

January 2, 2011, UPDATE: Okay, so I didn't update this entry as previously posted. So, I'll make it brief:

I had an accident on a dirt bike in mid-August while visiting in Michigan.
Just a couple broken ribs, both hands fractured, one finger broken (why did it have to be the index finger on my writing, typing hand?).

Weeks upon weeks of recovery. Stayed in Michigan til early November, where it was easier to recuperate than heading back to Florida where I would have had less access to assistance than with my family.

In the meantime, my laptop crashed with a message that said I had to reinstall Windows. Since it would come at a cost, and since I've been forced to pay cash rather than use credit, no action has been taken. So, I'm without my laptop to make blog entries. I use a friend's computer but for little else than checking emails and make online banking transactions. I can't blog effectively without Google searching for facts and informations which means I'd be taking advantage of (and inconviencing) my friend.

In effect, 2010 ended being one of the worst years in my life. (I actually had less of an overall 'bad' year when I had prostate surgery in 2002 due to cancer.)

Blogs on pause

Due to events of this past last summer/early fall,blog entries have been suspended. At some point in the (hopefully) near future I'll relate all the particulars but at this particular time I have no immediate access to a computer - after recovering from physical impairments that kept me in restrictive bindings for an extended period of time, and not having access to my computer, when I attempted to use my laptop after being dormant for nearly trhee months , it informed me that Windows has a programming problem that can only be resolved by re-installing Windows Vista.

Current financial conditions inhibit the spending of money but for the essentials - electric, phone/DSL, water, home/auto insurance, property taxes, medical bills,outstanding credit card balances - so... quite impatiently I await some small 'windfall' that will allow me to once again excercise discretionary spending. I will no long allow myself to be suckered into buy today and pay for it later. Cash/debit card transactions are the new norm.

Right now I'm using a friend's computer. No one likes to allow someone else to use their personal computer, including myself, because they might go to sites otherwise not visited of questionable content or install an add-ons that take up memory space. Therefore, on-line banking and the checking of email are my sole accesses on a friend's computer.

The current circumstances really suck. Full blown depression has up til now been avoided... kinda sad and melancholy about being able to write about life experiences and opinions.

My mind is bottle-necked with so many thoughts on a slew of topics. With a deep sigh, I'm resigned to the current circumstances as that's just the way it is.